Elaine Shou

feeling bad today about sth today.

kind of wordless when seeing ur blogs
even though u always say that it's very different
for me to accompany than they do
i still can't tell the difference.

u seem to be happy while hanging out with them
isn't it all enough?

maybe it's my fault to make u go there
to the place where u meet them
but who can i blame?

it's a nice thing for u to become friends with them
for that i can't accompany u so often as they do
but human is a selfish creature, u know
it's nice to see u doing great
but there's a weird kind of feeling inside my heart

maybe that's because i DO care about u

it's a sad thing to hear that
the message i left made u feel like crying
i really don't mean it
just wanna let u know what i think

i'm not ganna just leave u like that during this summer
it's not fair to u, is it?
feeling bad about sth doesn't mean that
we're not friends anymore
i'm still ganna hang out with u and have fun~
it's a bright summer vacation!!

forgive my crankiness, the other e.s.
just as i said, i'm upset cuz i do care
luv u as a friend, always*